I finished "The Troop" by Nick Cutter a week ago but it still echoes within me like the aftershocks of a major earthquake. What an exhausting yet orgasmic ride! The book grabbed me from the first pages and I was under its spell till the last page, and will probably feel its pull till the day I'm gone. It made me moan and groan, gasp and scream and mumble to myself like a lunatic. Maniacally, I underlined almost every sentence, the pencil my only defence against the horror. Visceral, like any self-respecting body horror story, but also infinitely disturbing and drenched in metaphysical anguish. "The Troop" is tied to Ryan C. Thomas' "The Summer I Died" as the sickest, scariest book I've ever read. Just like the torture of Tooth by Skinnyman in Thomas' masterpiece, Shelley's killing of Ephraim makes me scream and pull my hair out every time I think of it. I loved both Tooth and Ephraim like actual friends and their unbelievable torment and untimely demise makes me want to go to their graves and weep and mutter late words of consolation. It's not real, you say, just fiction, but their suffering feels all too real to me, just like my suffering for them.
The plot of The Troop
is simple. For the weekend, Scoutmaster Tim Riggs is with his troop of scouts
on the Falstaff Island, close to Prince Edward Island on the Canadian East
Coast. The troop consists of five fourteen year olds: Kent, Ephraim, Max,
Shelley, and Newton. On the first night they have an unknown guest, Tom Padgett,
who had just escaped from Dr. Edgerton's facility. Needless to say, Dr.
Edgerton is a sadistic mad genius with no regard for human life. Tom carries an infection, his body is taken
over by worms, monster worms, conqueror worms —
technically called "hydatid worms" — that take over your organism
and give your brain the command to eat, eat, eat. Only it's not you who gets
fed, it's them. They grow inside you and then, when you've fed yourself into
starvation, they leave your hollowed system and conquer another host. These genetically
modified worms are nothing but a biological weapon the military was
experimenting with.
The island becomes the
site of dangerous experimentation, and the Scoutmaster and his scouts are the
guinea pigs.
Now, the plot thickens
when we find that one of the boys, Shelley, is a psychopath who revels in
making other beings suffer; spiders, fish, cats, dogs, other people, you name
it. The panic that strikes his mates when the infection begins to spread is
sweet music to Shelley's ears. The island becomes his playground where he
finally has the opportunity to enact his twisted blood-games. All in all, with
conqueror worms and a sadistic killer on the loose, shit is bound to hit the
fan on the island.
Nick Cutter's original
lyrical style is on full display when he describes the five boys through the
eyes of Scoutmaster Tim: "All boys gave off a scent, Tim found — although it wasn't only an olfactory signature. In
Tim's mind it was a powerful emanation that enveloped his every sense.
For instance, Bully-scent: acidic and adrenal, the sharp whiff you'd get of a
pile of old green-fuzzed batteries. Or Jock-scent: groomed grass, crashed
chalk, and the locker room funk wafting of a stack of exercise mats. Kent Jenks
pumped out Jock-scent in waves. Other boys, like Max and Ephraim, were harder
to define — Ephraim often gave off a life-wire
smell, a power transformer exploding in a rainstorm.
Shelly...Tim
considered between sips of scotch and realized the boy gave off no smell at all
— if anything, the vaporous, untraceable scent of a sterilized room in a house
long vacant of human life.
Newton,
though, stunk to high heaven of Nerd: an astringent and unmistakable aroma, a
mingling of airless basements and dang library corners and tree forts built for
solitary habitation, of dust smoldering inside personal computers, the licorice
tang of asthma puffer mist and the vaguely narcotic smell of model glue — the
ineffable scent of isolation and lonely forbearance."
Scoutmaster
Tim is caught off-guard by the appearance of hungry Tom on the island. Tom is
nothing but a shuffling corpse. Not strictly as zombie as his diet consists of
more than brains: some algae and foam from inside a sofa bed are good enough
for Tom; whatever he can stuff in his mouth and chew on. When the Scoutmaster
reaches for the radio to get in touch with mainland and signal an emergency,
Tom becomes violent, grabs the radio and smashes it on the floor. He then has a
coughing fit, and some spit splashes on the Scoutmaster's face. Thus, Tim Riggs becomes infected. The conqueror worms will grow and eat him up from inside.
He's a dead man walking.
Next, Tim manages to
neutralize the intruder and tie him up on the couch. He's feeling unwell and
hungry. Confused, he helps himself to more scotch straight from the bottle. The boys soon realize
that there's something wrong going on in their cabin and that their master is
unable to cope. Kent, their informal leader, is the most vocal of the bunch. When they
see the worms crawling out of the dead man's body and they notice that Tim is
losing weight at an alarming speed, they realize Tim carries an unknown,
terrible disease. Led by Kent, they mutiny. Together, they isolate Tim in the
closet of the cabin and lock the door with a key. To celebrate his victory over
an adult Kent takes a drink from Tim's scotch bottle. Thus, Kent too becomes
infected.
Psychopathic Shelly
observes these developments with a cold, calculating eye. His sick and twisted
mind takes center stage when he decides to linger by the Scoutmaster's closet
when all other boys go outside. A bar of light comes into Tim's makeshift
prison, from the small space between the door and the floor. Shelly decides to
cover that light with two dishtowels and tape them in place, while singing to
his master in a mocking voice:
Nobody loves me
Everybody hates me
I'm going to the garden
to eat worms,
to eat worms
Big fat juicy ones,
long thin slimy ones
Itsy-bitsy crawly-wawly
woooorms.
At
this point I realized I knew Shelly from somewhere. He reminded me of Patrick
Hockstetter from Stephen King's IT. Patrick is one of the members of Henry
Bowers' gang, the bullies who terrorise the loser club led by Stuttering Bill.
Like Shelley, Patrick is a major creepazoid. He keeps a pencil box full of dead
flies, which he kills with his ruler and shows it to other students. Like
Shelly, who drowns his cat Trixie while sporting a hard-on, Patrick takes
small, usually injured animals or stray dogs and locks them in a broken
refrigerator in the junkyard, leaving them there to suffocate. In a fit of
vague jealousy, Patrick also asphyxiated his infant brother when he was only
five. Although they have different builds —
Patrick is chubby, while Shelley is more tall and slender — they both have
moonfaces devoid of emotion, slack and doughy, and their eyes are blank, alien.
Sketch by RayDillon |
But what about the hydatid, conqueror worms? Aren't they the
real danger, the real disease? The relation between the mutated worms and
Shelly is complex and requires a study in itself. What Cutter emphasizes is that,
when Shelley eventually becomes infected, he welcomes
the worms, he identifies himself with
them. He wants to be their parent and help them grow and annihilate everything.
Shelley and the hydatid worms are two aspects of the same disease, of a
mindless cancer that aims to obliterate everything that moves and bleeds. Once
the worms infect Shelley, he thinks of himself as being pregnant with
them. He's both their mother and father. "His stomach was a swollen gourd.
It bulged through his shirt and over the band of his trousers. Its pale
circumference was strung with blue veins and sloshed with a dangerous, exciting
weight." Shelley promises the worms inside him to kill Max and Newton.
"First I have to kill them. Then I'll be alone. Then I can give birth in
peace. Then we can all play."
Clearly,
Cutter is a great portretist, a lyricist reminiscent of Ray Bradbury. However,
his poetic inclination doesn't impede the fast-paced action of the novel but
augments it with a deeper psychological layer. His description of Ephraim
sitting on a boulder and brooding about whether his body's infected with worms
and how to pull them out is burnt in my brain and will haunt me forever.
Ephraim is Kent's challenger, they're both athletic Alphas. When the island
gets hit by a storm, the boys decide to take cover in the cellar, wanting to
avoid the cabin with the dead guy and their sick Scoutmaster. But it's clear
that Kent is also infected. Nonetheless, the former brave leader wants to join
the others. Ephraim beats Kent up, a bit more savagely than the situation
required, given that Kent was already weakened. Moreover, Ephraim has anger
management problems, mostly because of an unhappy childhood, overshadowed by an
abusive father. So Ephraim takes Kent down and punches him again and again, his
first working like pistons. But in the process he touches Kent's infected
blood. The skin of his knuckles is cut open, Kent's blood is under his
fingernails. Is that how the worms wiggle in? Did Kent accidentally give
Ephraim the disease? Once they're in the safety of the cellar Shelley is quick
to ask Ephraim these questions, and take sadistic pleasure in gradually breaking
the other kid down mentally and physically.
"Shelly could tell
that Ephraim was afraid that whatever was in Kent had gotten into him — it'd leapt between their bodies, from Kent's lips to
Ephraim's hand, swimming in on the rush of blood. Shelly knew Ephraim was
scared and he foresaw a great profit in nursing that fear along. It would be
easy. Ephraim was so predictable — so predictably stupid.
Of
course, Shelley hadn't seen the teeny-tiny worms at that point — but he'd
understood that the sickness, whatever it was, scurried inside of you, ate you
from the inside out. That's what made it so scary. This wasn't a bear or a
shark or a psycho axe-murderer; those things were bad, sure, but you could get
away from them. Hide.
How
could you hide from a murderer who lived under your skin? [...]
Shelly
had a method of probing, of opening doors in people that was uncanny. He rarely
used this gift — it could get him in trouble. But he was able to spot the weak
spots the way a sculptor saw the seams in a block of granite; one tap in the
right spot and it would split right open.
I saw something, Eef.
That
was all it had taken. The smallest seedling — he'd slit Ephraim's skin, just
the thinnest cut, slipping that seed in. If Shelley did some additional work,
well, maybe that seed would squirm into Ephraim's veins, surf to his heart, and
bloom into something beautiful. Or horrible. It didn't matter which to
Shelley."
Masterfully,
Shelley plans the seed of doubt in Ephraim's mind. Thinking himself infected
Ephraim becomes distant, obsessive, and stops talking to Max and Newton, his
real friends who only wish to help him. When after the storm the boys decide to
go look for food, Ephraim tags along, but his thoughts are leaden with fear,
heavier and heavier, paralyzing anxiety.
"Sometime
around midafternoon, Ephraim sat down and refused to get up.
"That's
it. I'm not walking anymore."
They
had come to a copse of spruce trees. The air was dense with the scent of pine.
[...]
Ephraim
sat on the moss-covered rock with his fingers knit together in his lap. His
body position mimicked a famous Roman sculpture that Newton had seen in a
history book: The Pugilist at Rest. Ephraim
looked a bit like a statue himself. His skin had a slick alabaster hue, except
for around the lips and the rims of his nostrils, where it had a bluish-gray
tint. Newton had a scary premonition: IF THEY LEFT EPHRAIM HERE AND CAME BACK
YEARS LATER, HE WAS SURE EEF'S BODY WOULD REMAIN IN THIS FIXED POSITION — A
STATUE OF CALCIFIED BONE."
Besides being an
amazing lyricist, Nick Cutter is a masterful painter of decay. With surgical
precision he manages to capture the weeping of flesh. Weeping, in his writing is sometimes used as a metaphor for bleeding. A wound, a cut, weeps. When it
bleeds, meat weeps. In Cutter's universe organic matter is damned. It's a
cursed universe. Everything that lives and breathes is destined to agony. In
the words of philosopher Emil Cioran, "life is too limited and too fragmentary
to endure great tensions." (Emil Cioran, On the Heights of Despair) The Romanian philosopher argues that death
is imminent in life, it's not a reality outside of life, but buried deep into
the very source of life. Life breeds death. Such a fragile phenomenon, it can
only be understood as an abnormal materialization of death, a grotesque
disease. "The flesh," Cioran also writes, "is neither strange
nor shadowy, but perishable to the point of indecency, to the point of madness.
It is not only the seat of disease, it is itself a disease, incurable
nothingness, a fiction which has degenerated into a calamity. The vision I have
of it is the vision of a gravedigger infected with metaphysics." (Emil Cioran,
The New Gods)
In a way, Nick Cutter is a gravedigger infected with
metaphysics. He knows all the faces of death and can see it in the smallest
details of everyday life. Just like Leibniz's theory of monads or David Bohm's
Holographic Principle, in Cutter's world each part of the universe is a
reflection of the whole. And Cutter is an expert in capturing those bits of
reality that uncover the disease eating at the guts of the whole cosmos. Here's
one of those mundane scenes rich with metaphysical insight:
"Last summer, Max
had shared his house with a family of shearwaters —
a much fleeter version of a puffin. They colonized the cliffs overlooking the
Atlantic, nesting in the rocks. But due to a population explosion, shearwaters
had began to nest in the houses of North Point. They'd chip away the Gyprock
exterior, tugging loose Styrofoam and pink insulation to make room for their
nests.
A family of shearwaters
made one above Max's bedroom window. In the morning he'd crane his neck and see
the daddy shearwater poke his head out of the whole he'd chipped in the house's
facade, darting it in both directions before arrowing out over the water to hunt.
Max's father, however,
wasn't impressed. The lawn was covered in Styrofoam and pink rags of
insulation. The birds would wreck the home's resale value, he griped — despite the fact that he'd lived in North Point all
his life and would likely die in this house. He drove to the Home Hardware,
returning with a bottle of insulating foam sealant. He clambered up a ladder to
the nest, shooed the birds away, stuck the nozzle into the whole, and pumped in
sealant until it billowed out and hardened to a puffy crust. He climbed back
down with a satisfied smile.
But
the shearwaters were back the next day. They'd torn away at the sealant,
ripping it off in chunks with their sickle-shaped beaks. Now the lawn was
covered in Styrofoam, insulation, and
sealant. Max's father repeated the procedure, believing the birds would relent.
But shearwaters are cousins to homing pigeons — they always come back. I should shoot them, Max's father
groused, though he could never do such a thing.
Still,
he was angry — that particular anger of humans defied by the persistence of
nature. He drove back to Home Hardware, returning with another can of sealant
and a few feet of heavy-duty chicken wire. Using tin snips, he cut the wire
into circles roughly the size of the hole. Clambering up the ladder, he made a
layer cake of sorts: a layer of sealant, the chicken wire, sealant, wire,
sealant, wire. Okay, birds, he'd said. Figure that out.
Max
returned from school the next day to find a dead shearwater in the bushes. The
daddy — he could tell by its dark tail feathers. It lay with its neck twisted
at a horrible angle. Its beak was broken — half of it was snapped off. It's
eyes were filmy-gray, like pewter. It'd made a mess: shreds of sealant dotted
the lawn. But his father's handiwork held strong. The daddy bird must've broken
its neck — had it become so frustrated, so crazy, that it'd flown into the
barrier until its neck snapped?
When
Max's father saw the dead bird, his jaw tightened, he blinked a few times very
fast, then quietly he said: I just wanted
them to find someplace else to live.
In the
middle of the night Max had been woken by peeping. The sound was coming from
the walls. Max padded into his parents' room. His father rubbed sleep crust
from his eyes and followed Max back to his bedroom. When he heard those noises,
his face did a strange thing.
At
three o'clock in the morning, Max's dad had climbed the ladder. His housecoat
flapped in the salt breeze. Using a screwdriver and vise grips, he tore out the
sealant and chicken wire, working so manically that he nearly fell. By the time
he'd ripped it away the peeps had stopped. He'd reached deep inside the hole,
into a small depression he'd had not realized was there. He placed whatever
he'd found in the pockets of his housecoat with great reverence.
In the
kitchen, his face was white with shock, he laid them on the table: the mama
bird and two baby birds. The mama bird's wing was broken. The babies were small
and gray-blue, still slick with the gummy liquid inside their eggs. All three
were still."
In Cutter's
universe caring leads to death. The daddy shearwater's care for its family
leads to its destruction. Life is limited and fragmentary. The bird was
programmed by Mother Nature to answer the distress calls of its baby birds.
Equipped with a limited range of behaviors, the slightest change in the
environment — the layered cake of sealant and chicken wire built by Max's dad —
leads to the shearwater's self-annihilation. Life is mad. In a gruesome
instantiation of Einstein's definition of insanity, the daddy shearwater tries
the same thing over and over, peeking away at the sealant, while expecting a
different result. Care and love, the things that stay at the heart of life, are
nothing but harbingers of death. In the words of Dr. Edgerton, "love is
the absolute killer. Care. The milk of human kindness. People try so hard to
save the people they love that they end
up catching the contagion themselves. They give comfort, deliver aid, and in doing
so they acquire the infection. Then those people are cared for by others and they get infected. But that's people.
People care too much. They love at all costs. And so they pay the ultimate
price." On
this sobering picture, Mother Nature is nothing but a dying hysterical whore,
crushed by the fear and guilt of being alive, yet desperately fighting for each
and every breath, blindly clawing handfuls of earth and worms and stuffing them
in its toothless, gaping maw.
All in all, "The
Troop" is a remarkable novel, entertaining yet literary, warm yet visceral.
I recommend it to all who have the strength to face the real horror behind the
veils of the mundane and the stomach for the ugly metaphysical truths crawling
inside it.
On a brighter note, here's a Six Feet Under song with relevant lyrics.
My face shows no emotion
The mind of an animal behind human eyes
Restrained with a rope
Crudely tied to wrists and ankles
The mind of an animal behind human eyes
Restrained with a rope
Crudely tied to wrists and ankles
Eyes jellied from chemical injections
Devoid of all compassion
I place no value on human life, life
Devoid of all compassion
I place no value on human life, life
Body temperature drops rapidly
But death comes slow
Post-mortal muscle reflexes
Repeatedly choked
But death comes slow
Post-mortal muscle reflexes
Repeatedly choked
Your torture brings me pleasure
Your torture brings me pleasure
Your torture brings me pleasure
I climax as I murder
Your torture brings me pleasure
Your torture brings me pleasure
I climax as I murder
A mass of empty flesh
Chosen to die brutally
Not one has survived
My torture and abuse
Chosen to die brutally
Not one has survived
My torture and abuse
Unbearable pain and cruelty
Hatred for all fucking life
Hatred for all fucking life
Hatred for all fucking life
Hatred for all fucking life
Hatred for all fucking life
Hatred for all fucking life
Abducted, beaten and murdered
A slow, cold-blooded death
Bones have been boiled
And removed of all flesh
A slow, cold-blooded death
Bones have been boiled
And removed of all flesh
Your torture brings me pleasure
Your torture brings me pleasure
Your torture brings me pleasure
I climax as I murder
Your torture brings me pleasure
Your torture brings me pleasure
I climax as I murder
Tortured until your death
Loss of blood drains from you now
Out leaks the human soul
Out leaks the human soul
Loss of blood drains from you now
Out leaks the human soul
Out leaks the human soul
My face shows no emotion
The mind of an animal behind human eyes
Devoid of all compassion
I place no value on human life
The mind of an animal behind human eyes
Devoid of all compassion
I place no value on human life
Body temperature drops rapidly
But death comes slow
Post-mortal muscle reflexes
Repeatedly choked
But death comes slow
Post-mortal muscle reflexes
Repeatedly choked
Your torture brings me pleasure
Your torture brings me pleasure
Your torture brings me pleasure
I climax as I murder
Your torture brings me pleasure
Your torture brings me pleasure
I climax as I murder
Burning, I'm burning your blood
Burning, I'm burning your blood
Burning, I'm burning your blood
Burning, I'm burning your blood
Burning, I'm burning your blood
Burning, I'm burning your blood
Burning, I'm burning your blood
Burning, I'm burning your blood